Tuesday, January 3
it's been a long day and i'm too tired to type in prose so here's a summary of what i learnt today:
1. positive attitude is VERY important
2. lies will get you in deep shit
3. people judge you by how you speak
4. your mind may be one helluva mess but as long as you speak steadily no one can tell at all
5. exasperation makes you capable of what you never thought you could do
six months to go let's go! :)
(EDIT: please don't be mistaken! i didn't lie or get judged, it was just what i observed of people and what i overheard from conversations!)
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thanks for always being there for me and providing a solution or back up plan. it's like an escape route, whenever things don't go smoothly for me you'd provide an alternative suggestion. it's like whenever i feel helpless, you will show me that as long as i let you, you can take all the problems away from me. i realised that i have been so sheltered by you and other friends for as long as i can remember, and that i have never really been alone before. this six months away from you all is my time to learn to be independent. i promise i will learn.
written at 21:59
