been told since young that as long as you tell the truth, everything will be fine and people will believe you. that in itself is such a blatant lie! if that were to be true, there'd be much less argument over capital punishment (not that they wouldn't exist) since there will no longer be the fear of sentencing an innocent soul. wrongful punishment of good samaritans will cease.

perhaps to you, it's an overreaction. but to me it's nothing less than a display of outright criticism and distrust. it is precisely because it's such a small matter that my anger is fuelled so tremendously. whether it was seen or not, is there even a need to deny anything?! please. it makes absolutely zero sense to me for anyone to lie about such a thing, it wouldn't even be a white lie, it is none other than a meaningless lie. and who lies meaninglessly? gosh, i can't imagine anyone who does.

and by the way, it isn't avoidance. there just isn't a point in an argument when i know the facts yet you insist on your knowledge being only the absolute truth. then again, your side of the story would be the exact statement too. isn't it a dead argument then? because both of us are stubborn, that you said right. but mind you, in my argument i made no assumptions or accusations over what you said. because i believe technology errs; i never believed in that programme's reliability to begin with. but that isn't the same for your case. you said that it NEVER lies.

and that can only mean you're calling me the liar. well thanks, i wouldn't care to argue with that. you know i wouldn't bother. take it as acceptance or just that i couldn't be bothered, it's your judgement.

these days, i sometimes don't bother how people judge me anymore. because whatever they choose to believe really tells me this much about them. as long as i know who i really am, i wouldn't be bothered to correct your wrong impression anymore. it's true, i feel really uncomfortable when people have a negative impression of me, especially when it is a wrong one. but being upset or angry about that doesn't mean that i am inclined to do anything about it. for me, i choose the easy way out of just keeping those people out of my life.

(edit) and it really makes me wonder if you're doing this on purpose. i don't think you are but still, i seriously don't understand why you gotta bring these things up so repeatedly in the recent days. whenever the mood turns back to normal/happy, you just have to say such stuff again. it's as if you're provoking me on purpose. you want an argument? sorry i'm not going to entertain that anymore. i already said think whatever you want JUST STOP CHANTING IT IN MY FACE. seriously trying to provoke me huh. for once i feel like saying _ you.

My best friend gave me the best advice

He said each day's a gift and not a given right

Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind

And try to take the path less travelled by

That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last

Leave old pictures in the past?

Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?

What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life

What's worth the price is always worth the fight

Every second counts 'cause there's no second try

So live like you're never living twice

Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day

Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?

You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars

Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes

'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life

Let nothing stand in your way

'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?

Leave old pictures in the past?

Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?

Reminisce old memories?

Would you forgive your enemies?

And would you find that one you're dreaming of

Swear up and down to God above

That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

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billionaire

butterfly effect

forest gump

tuesdays with morrie

shall stop procrastinating and watch one every week for the next four weeks. :)

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work was getting slightly monotonous the past week, i'm really wishing this weekend could be a little longer. while i want next week to come, i don't want it to come soooo soon. anticipation is sweet, sometimes.

i'm actually pretty sure quite many things happened this week but somehow i'm finding it hard to recall. memory's really failing me. :( but i remember a great wednesday night. i love wednesdays now, and thursdays too. actually every day is a day to look forward to this semester because of various reasons. :) that is, until the vacation starts. for the first time in my life, i'm dreading the start of holidays!

so i went for my first nhouse event a few days back, i must say it is quite enjoyable after all. chilled out with the guys at archie's after the event and ordered a bermuda rose. the drink definitely sounds better than it tastes haha. added a couple of wrinkles to my face while sipping it. :/ on a sidenote, i never knew the existence of a bar within campus. wouldn't say it's awesome, but still a pretty cool place to just chill when there's no where else to go on campus at night.

loving my life now. :)

revelation. ;D

31 january 2012. i will remember all that you said that night, thank you so much for the conversation. and i will remember the promise i made.

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it's been such a short week this week, somehow time flew by so quickly that i didn't even realise it was the end of the week. but it was a good week, i love the long conversations i had with the various people i met. of course, the favourite of all is the one i spent hours typing on that apple device. :)